sometimes people make mistakes that they regret in years to come. i made a grave one. i wonder what i can do now.

1hour 55minutes 27seconds, 21km. legs sore like crap. knee hurts like mad.

onward to training for standard chartered full marathon! (:

tomorrow still got outfield, hai. i want to die aldr la!



on a much much brighter note, i sold my psp and nano and got a ipod touch! falalalala~ so happy!

ive decided to cancel all my engagements this weekend to be at home resting, and shortly after, i regretted my decisions. booo! now id be stuck at home on a saturday night watching harry potter on my home television box instead of the latest harry potter in local theaters. what a fool am i. its a pity i cant get to watch tomorrow's telecast of another old harry potter film on channel 5 since id have to book in to camp.

on a much brighter (and depressing) note, i cleared my ippt for my 2nd year of national service; which means no more ippt all the way until reservist call-ups. on the other hand, clearing the darn ippt means id have to be the stupid safety driver for the rest of all the ippts conducted by the coy. stupid. i wanna get excuse steering wheel. haha!


have you ever had somebody who lived in the same house as you (before you moved in, after they moved out kind) come and say hi to you? haha. i did today. 2 girls came over and said they wanted to take pictures of the place they used to live in as memories of their childhood and brought in tonnes of toys and artworks to photograph. its so cool. haha whats cooler was 1 of them was pretty cute, though i was too engrossed in some podcast to bother asking their number. they said they would come again next week though (: lalala~

i was having dinner alone at the hawker across the road (like finally i didn't ask for takeaway) when the drink stall uncle came and asked if i wanted a drink. i told him sugarcane and he went to make one. when he came back, what turned out to be a sale became a 'bribe' as he started chatting with me and asking weird questions. haha and in the end, he didnt charge me for the drink. (:

3 consecutive saturday nights of cyber gaming, 3 different games.

• battlefield
• blackshot
• left4dead

the worst was battlefield which we played today. the 'stunning' effects from flash bangs, arti strikes has taken a toll. im still feeling queasy in my stomach. i hope the next time we go we dont have 5 person, else we'd have to play that again. gross! and thankfully kt needs to work next wkend, else i think the count would increase to 4 consecutive saturday nights. just the thought of it makes me uneasy. boy oh boy. i am just not the type who games =/

and oh Oh OH! i saw jaslin just now at colosseum before we left! haha so PRETTY! *squeaks* and some other chio female gamers. before this week i was still thinking that i should date a gamer, now the feeling just got weirder. haha so does anyone has a female friend whos a gamer and single and available and suits me? do introduce me. (p.s. this entire paragraph sounds illogical, but im sure you get the gist)


ohbytheway, i met derek today to tour at the new shopping centres in town. ion was still barricaded, so we walked to orchard central. the whole place is like a maze, every level has got like different floor plans! and the design for some storeys are just different and unique! (: very nice! a pity most shops arnt open. though i think people would find it very hard to navigate with the complex design and narrow walk space along shops. the traffic flow would sure be snailish.

a funny thing happened while i was shitting in the toilet, i heard 2 female voices talking to each other. that made me panic like mad cause i thought at once i went into the wrong toilet (there was the kiddy seat for babies that you normally see in those rooms for babies). then they kept talking for soooooooo long it felt like tomorrow will never come -.-" and i was so scared i waited for them to leave and no sound was left in the toilet before i dared step out of the cubicle and quickly wash my hands and run out. haha turns out i went to the right toilet but it was only the cleaners who were chatting. zZz

till then, out.

# seven

With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world.

Positive Traits : You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

Negative Traits : You are very timid around people that you don´t know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don´t easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.



i did a quiz on facebook thats called soul urge number??? i wonder whats that. haha. anyway. i found it true, so im posting here to whoever feels that they know me well. u get the gist.


went sentosa today. been like 4 years since ive last set foot there. damn sian walking left and right from siloso to palawan and back and to and fro and back again. worst game i've played. plus the sight of places visited in the past evokes a lot of memories. im thankful i manage to hold them back! (: we had other games like dodge ball (which was actually poison ball) and tug of war, which plt 1 gladly trash us to be the champs. and the finale was the whole coy running into the sea and pushing any leftovers who's dry enough to not want to get themselves wet. it was a hilarious sight to behold! a pity i was soaked with the salty sea water to want to spoil my camera so there were no pictures of anyone wet :( and at the end of the day, i realise that im beginning to hate my plt more and more. and i still have ten months to go! rawrrr!

kok thiam's 21st is today, as well as a couple of other people. haha
i wonder how many years it has been since we first said hello.
will upload pictures IF i bring my camera out. lol

(updated: i brought my bag out but left the darn camera at home. lol so that means no pics.. :/ )